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Aneh rasanya, ngerasain kehadiran seseorang di semua tempat dan disemua keadaan tanpa kemunculan orang itu sendiri. aneh rasanya masih ingat setiap detail dari seseorang yang bahkan sudah lama nggak pernah kamu lihat, dan lebih aneh lagi setelah kita sadar,mereka masih muncul dimana-mana.

 Aneh, selalu muncul sosok seseorang setiap kamu melakukan suatu kegiatan, dimana mereka selalu muncul disetiap kamu mendengar lagu kesukaanmu, dimana mereka selalu muncul disetiap kali kamu mau tidur, bagaimana mereka selalu entah-bagaimana-caranya muncul disetiap doamu, disetiap rencana rencanamu, atau bahkan bagaimana mereka selalu muncul disetiap kamu melihat hujan. mereka selalu muncul, mereka selalu ada disetiap tetes hujan yang jatuh. mereka ada dimana-mana.

 Mereka selalu muncul di salah satu lyrics lagu kesukaanmu, didalam film kesukaanmu, bahkan didalam buku bacaanmu. secara nggak sengaja sosok mereka selalu terselip didalamnya, disuatu nada, disuatu dialog, bahkan disuatu paragraf cerita. mereka selalu muncul tiba-tiba, tanpa direncanakan. bahkan di suatu keadaan yang paling tidak disangka-sangka, mereka selalu muncul disetiap kamu merasa jatuh, disetiap kamu berada di titik ter atas kebahagiaan. mereka ada dimana-mana, tapi, untuk alasan yang tidak jelas kemunculan mereka selalu terasa benar, seakan-akan memang seharusnya mereka selalu ada disitu.

Ketika tanpa sengaja kamu mengharapkan kehadiran mereka, disaat kamu melihat hujan, seakan-akan setiap tetesan airnya membawakan sekelibat-sekelibat kenangan mereka, dan akhirnya menjadikan mereka ada. akhirnya kamu akan merasa bahwa mereka ada disana, disampingmu. kenangan mereka tidak menghilang. 

 mereka tidak pernah benar-benar pergi.

Forever and Always- Taylor Swift

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday  
When I caught your eye 
And we caught onto something, I hold on to the night
You looked me in the eye and told me you loved me 
Were you just kidding? 'Cause it seems to me
This thing is breaking down, we almost never speak 
I don't feel welcome anymore  

Baby, what happened? Please tell me '
Cause one second it was perfect 
Now you're halfway out the door
 
And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called 
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all  
And you flashback to when he said, forever and always 
Oh, oh
 
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong 
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone  
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
 
Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest 
 That made you run and hide like a scared little boy?  
I looked into your eyes, thought I knew you for a minute 
Now I'm not so sure
 
So here's to everything, coming down to nothing  
Here's to silence that cuts me to the core  
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute  
But I don't anymore
 
And I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called 
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all  
And you flashback to when he said forever and always 
Oh, oh
 
Oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong 
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone 
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always 
You didn't mean it, baby, I don't think so  
Oh, oh
 
Oh, back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?  
Back up, baby, back up, did you forget everything?
 
'Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong  
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone 
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always
 
Oh, I stare at the phone and he still hasn't called  
And then you feel so low, you can't feel nothin' at all  
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
 
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong 
It rains when you're here and it rains when you're gone 
'Cause I was there when you said forever and always  
You didn't mean it, baby, you said forever and always